this narrative, Ohorn recounts his experiences as a young novice in a Premonstratensian monastery, where he grapples with the expectations imposed by his upbringing and the realities of religious life. Through a series of contemplative reflections, he details the conflicts and disillusionments he faced, particularly regarding the authority of the Church and the validity of traditional practices such as confession and saint veneration. The turning point in his journey comes with the realization of Martin Luther's significance and the desire for a more direct relationship with God, culminating in his decision to leave the monastery and convert to Protestantism. Ultimately, the book serves as both a personal testimony and a broader commentary on the challenges of faith in a changing religious landscape. (This is an automatically generated summary.)